January 2012
48 posts
I love you, I hate you - Borderline!!!
Can’t explain anything that’s going around in my head right now…
Happy, Sad, Love, Hate, Anxiety, Epileptic Seizures, More anxiety, Don’t know where to turn…
I hat you all but at the same time I love you all… All you sluts and whores out there!!!
Over And Out… Miiiiiiiiiiiss fuuuuucked up!!!!
My back is killing me!!!
I try to do everything right..
But now it feels like everything is sooo wrong and it feels like it’s all my fault!! =(
“Today I don’t feel like doing anything, I just want to lay in my...”
– Bruno maaaaaars - Lazy song
Yeah I'm FUCKED UP!!!
Right now…
I barely know my own name…
I want to be happy again…
I want to know what to do with my life…
This is just toooo much… don’t know where to go…
I now where I want to go… But don’t know if I dare… =(
confused!!!
what to do? what to do? duck this!!!
“my head and my heart don’t agree with eachother!! so god damn confused.....”
– life
@ Nobys tattoo zone
yes, once again I’ve been at Nobys tattoo zone… Still thinks he is amazing and my arm just keeps geting better and better!!! =)
“I know you heard a lot about me but you can not prove anything!!”
The day did'nt go quite as aspected!!
Bút I’m still happy however!!! =)
Today I just feel like doing everythiiiiiing...
I woke up… Sooo happy and sooo full of energy!!!
This is gonna be a goooooood day!!! Yeah it is!!!!
Btw what do you think about my new header?? I would like to say that it was me who made it but I have to admit that I got a little help from my wife… So A lot of thx, kisses and hugs to my beautiful wife Ääääääälin!!!
“My love for you is simple, straight and true. It’s only me that is...”
Stesolid is da shit!!
Happy sevrel days i a row…. =)
Now of to da damn city and do some errands…
Then out to the horses for alot of kisses and hugs on them… :P
“And all she wants is to be loved, To share a smile with you because you’re...”
– Edie - Invisible scar
Okey MAYBE I kind of sort of recognize me in this song…
Friday 13th
Equals good shit!! =)
Does love say godbye?
Up and down… Today have been a quite good day…
I feel alot stronger and I think I’ve made up my mind…
I know what I have to do!!!
How the hell could you be so god damn stupid..??
Who will be my happy-pill now? :S
Aside the fact that I just want to hit you right now my day have been kind of good!! =)
One little anxiety attac but that’s it!!!
You drives me crazy!!
I hate you, I can’t stand you.. I’m so fucking sick and tierd of you…
But at the same time I like you.. There are times when you make me happy… Just not as often anymore…
God I miss you… But you know what? I’m to god damn scared!!
@ nobys tattoo zone
@ nobys to get rid of some anxiety… it works!!! Btw paravati will look awesome in color!!!! :D
Do I?
2 days in a row that’s been not so bad… =)
=)
My car just broke down… Or something like that… But U know what? So far today I actually feel kind of okej as least… =)
Sigh
I’m still soooo tired… Don’t know what to do with myself…
Right now I get nothing to go togheter!! =(
Everything is just fucked up.. I’ve got this amazing anxiety that I can’t get rid of and life just feels fantastic!! =(
I need it...
….I want it…
…I’m going to get it!!!
I'm sick and tired...
….of always being sick and tired!
December 2011
34 posts
Happy new year ya all!!!
Now it’s just 50 minutes left until it’s time…
A new year with new opportunities!!
